well I found out today that my drunken texts got around work and everyone knows . my boss doesn't know yet. at this point I don't really care. I never acted this insane before I hate this illness. I'm so exhausted so tired,I'm truly done this is horrible. I haven't called my sponsor I'm just to ashamed afraid he's going to fire me. I feel so fragile and I couldn't take that right now. the idea of drinking/using makes me ill just thinking about it. I stay sober for good this is last time I will feel this way.
David