Originally Posted by
Mummyto2 
The thing with addiction is it takes over everything, physical, mentally, no person will come before the addicts fix whilst their using, it is not you so don't waste your time worrying or feeling low, think to yourself will this even matter in a years time NO as long as you look after yourself
i feel like it will matter in a year because of how unwell and hurt I am feeling deep inside. This is over 2 years spent with someone and for him to say he isn’t sure about me when he gets healthy when he is not using right now. The things he said to me while using it was easier to overlook. He is in the hospital right now because the Iv drugs he was injecting gave him an infection he needed to get surgically removed. So it isn’t like he is using right now? I am feeling so blindsided