Originally Posted by Tombplant

thanks for this. He is saying/was saying he will get clean and stay clean. I have allowed him to come back through all those episodes even when he was not using. I am really not doing ok. After him stealing and crashing my car I thought I’d be able to put myself first, but I put so much into getting him off the streets and realizing that at the end of the day his commitment to me meant so much, that I chose to stay. And now he has disposed of me like I mean nothing.