Originally Posted by Hevyn

Hi Ambuler - Thank you for your honest & heartfelt posts. I was feeling much the same way when I first came to SR.

I was drinking all day, no longer high or happy from it - just clinging to it because I couldn't imagine letting go. It made no sense, but I was terrified to face reality & clean up the mess I had made. When I started reading & posting here, I instantly felt less anxious. Just knowing others understood how I felt made all the difference to me. No one else in my life was able to relate to what I was going through.
I hope you'll keep posting your thoughts - we are here to help. We know you can get free.