Thanks. I realise now that I had to get out and the worst thing I could do was try and get an equivalent job to the one that I just had (more money = much more stress). While I took a pay cut and effectively went backwards career wise. It will be a lot less stress and now I can focus on my issues (fixing me
. Starting with the drinking/bipolar.
Turns out it wasn't as bad as I thought. It's still not good and I will be out in the wilderness for a while career wise. Which will give me some much needed time to sort my stuff out. Thanks for the support guys. You are legendary.
Good luck with the year ahead.