I can try I guess. I have to move back in with my parents at least they are there for me. I realise now that I have to try and put what happened behind me and focus on getting well. Or try too. I really do not know what I am going to do. I can see how much I have disappointed my dad. I had a really successful high paying career and I have ruined it. I think part of the reason I was drinking so much was the stress related to my job.
Guess i dont have to worry about that anymore......I guess wallowing in self pity isn't going to help.