Welcome Toddy! You say you haven't lost anything yet but what about your amazing awesome true sober self!!!
You made the first step so clearly you rock. You've done the chunks of sobriety before so you know how to get through the hardest parts physically. Just keep yelling at that Alcholic Voice, tell it to shut the **** up. If you're a reader and haven't already, take up This Naked Mind and Rational Recovery. And do the nice things for yourself! Figure out what pampering yourself looks like and do it! Today! Make some awesome plans and some boring relaxing plans and cherish them.
Appreciate you sharing, it very truly helps folks like me who are also chipping away at the new normal. You got this!