Originally Posted by
JamesW 
It would be a good idea to get some legal advice, things may not be as bleak as you think. Drinking really doesn't improve our lives, or anyone around us, have you been able to stop yet?
I have today, i think the breaking point was when I saw the pain I had caused my mother. I plan on getting to a meeting, I just have no way of getting there. I might ask my mother if I can take an Uber there.