I’ve derailed similarly in the past Red. After keeping it together for several days at a family wedding, got home and ended up imbibing within a few days. I’m not sure how I would explain/describe it.
I suppose there is little point in justifying it.
I entirely believe that alcohol is a destructive poison, not just for me, but for anyone that ingests it. The things it does within our bodies and the way our bodies react to it are clinchers for me.
Reading Annie Grace’s “This Naked mind” has lead me (enabled me ) to re-frame the way I look at alcohol. I now see some truths that I was once blind to.
I’m maybe rambling a bit.
I have to hit send before I time out.