Hi
I understand what you are going through. I think it’s a tough thing to give advice on without knowing the background. Ex. Does your mom trigger you? As part of the family you mentioned ?… if you feel you need a year in patient than that’s what you should do. Could you perhaps do 30 meetings in 30 days somewhere locally and get a local sponsor so that you can keep the job you love? Can you set stronger boundaries with the family that is triggering you?