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I don't know really. I have gotten back into my spiritual lifestyle... praying... journaling .... reading... medititation

I think one of the things that happened to me that really changed my perspective where the last 3 migraines I had were scary. I was on a run all 3 times and all 3 times my hands went numb on one side, I have double vision and then a 5-10 hour intense headache... During that time that was so scary all I was thinking is "I just want to feel normal"... I had this aha moment when I said to myself "Then why do you drink ever"... It really hit me.... So I started praying and even through the pain of the migraine I felt like I had this moment of peace and clarity... the peace came from knowing I never wanted a drink again...