Great to have you with us, Jmerica.
I remember feeling that way for a few months. I was a daily drinker & had to get used to a whole new way of living. I was much older than you when I finally admitted that alcohol was responsible for almost every bad thing that had happened to me. I could never trust what would happen once it was in my system. I wish I had stopped at 38 like you have. You've given yourself a wonderful gift, though it may not seem like it right now. Things will get easier. The blah feelings should leave once you make the adjustment. Maybe talk to your doctor if you feel overwhelmed - it could be depression.
Let us know how it's going. We care.