Zura stopping drinking can make us see some things we perhaps wouldn't want to shine a light on, and brings up suppressed emotions that we never fully dealt with. I referred to it a a projectile vomit of emotion in my first year. It's tough dealing with all that in early recovery, but as you say it is important to look at our recovery holistically. Remember, Rome wasn't built in a day, ODAAT and remember to be kind to yourself, you are tender and fragile in early recovery and the ego is a delicate thing. You are doing great