Hi
I could guzzle tons of beer (ice cold San Miguel) at the moment (an ideal drinking day - warm sunny and lazy)
I know it would be great pleasure for a short time, but then lots of pain for a long time (until I could quit again - if ever)
that's where I'm at - I recognise the pleasure, relief and fun of drinking in the short-term, but I also see the long-term sordid addiction and physical and mental dangers of drinking (when I/you are an alky)
just popped in to try to get my head straight ... I'm not going to drink but needed a bit of virtual support
well done if you did another day :-)