PL people will respond to you whatever way they think will help, because they want to help you.
If you feel like certain responses will make you drink, then the AV really has its claws in, and you need to think about those alternate or additional avenues of support I and others have posted about in your previous threads.
It sounds like a hard road ahead but I believe you can get through it, and get through it sober.
I hope you'll get to a place soon where nothing justifies you drinking again PL.
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