Thanks, Suze. I'm afraid that I am beside myself. I just went out to water my plants, and the cigarette smoke and loud chat from neighbours and their friends, and country music was too much. I just broke down crying and feel so hopeless. I had been lucky for a long time with quiet neighbours. I don't feel at risk of drinking over the situation, so I suppose that's something. I feel very alone and helpless. I'm going to go out now for a while, just to get away. Thanks for your support.