Once a week binge
Hey to all of you,
Im not new here, i just saw that i registered here in 2014 or 16. I'd like to see my old posts but i cant, its only 10 through years haha but i would like to see what i was writng few years before. My problem is still the same, but its getting worse. Im pretty drunk right now, i smashed 2 bottles of wine and few beers but i cant go to sleep till i blackout...its 6 am here and im waiting for bars to open at 8.
I didnt drink for 5 days but when i start i cant stop, I always get in trouble while doing this and im sick of it. After this i always tell to myself i wont drink for a month but after 4-5 days cravings are too much and i fail and it is goning for years. The worst thing is that i barely remember anything. Im in my late 30s.
Just want to know if anyone had similar problem?
I want to be sober but i cant...sorry for my bad english, im from Europe.
Good luck to you all good people...wish me luck because ill need it today.