Originally Posted by
Magnolia123 
Dee I miss my baby. I read a post you wrote on what you were doing on 9/11/2001. Know what I was doing the morning my sister died in the towers? I was drunk.
It might seem like you’re stopping the pain but you’re not really…it’s still there just going around and around, like a plain in a holding pattern.
Pretty soon the numbing will wear off and you’ll want to be numb again.
Its a vicious cycle Magnolia.
As painful as loss and grief is, the only way to get past it is to go through it.
I know that sucks, but it’s true.
I’ve been drunk many many times over my life including the loss of a pet. I wish I had stayed sober.
My pets deserved a sober me, just like I deserved a sober me.
So you and I messed up a few times…it’s never too late to become who you should have been all along.
Get yourself along to the ER Magnolia. That’s the first step.
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