Please help me friends
Pretty soon the numbing will wear off and you’ll want to be numb again.
Its a vicious cycle Magnolia.
As painful as loss and grief is, the only way to get past it is to go through it.
I know that sucks, but it’s true.
I’ve been drunk many many times over my life including the loss of a pet. I wish I had stayed sober.
My pets deserved a sober me, just like I deserved a sober me.
So you and I messed up a few times…it’s never too late to become who you should have been all along.
Get yourself along to the ER Magnolia. That’s the first step.
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non one is prescribed 56 tablets daily or with booze.
Please take care of yourself and get some professional medical attention for your physical and mental health.
Like I said before, you deserve to be taken care of…but only you can start that process by seeking the appropriate help, Magnolia.
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Everything Dee said is absolutely right. Please do seek professional help. Know that right here on SR are some wise and kind people who will offer support on your journey through this terrible pain. Don't feel alone.
Dee is right Magnolia. You need help to get past this. Alcohol is not helping you, it's a vicious cycle trap and I think the way you're using Clonopin is just making it worse. You're treating symptoms, not the underlying issue.
The ER is a really good idea. Be honest with them so they understand and can help. Ask for help and work with them and you'll get real hope.
The ER is a really good idea. Be honest with them so they understand and can help. Ask for help and work with them and you'll get real hope.
Do you mean 56 K in one go, or over a number of days, Magnolia? Any amount combined with alcohol is not good. Fifty six needs you to go to hospital. That's the advice from a friend Magnolia.
Magnolia, just because you are prescribed benzos doesn't mean you should take 56 at one time and with alcohol. Please go to an ER. There is nothing we can do to help you with this medical crisis. After you are treated at an ER, we will help you with hope and support. That's what we can do. What we can't do is to help you with your medical crisis.
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Thank you friends. Went to the ER.where I was given IV Valium and hydration.
A weird thing happened. When I was being reviewed by the mental health team a woman in the next room heard me explaining the reason I was there and crying.
She pulled her IV over to where I laid there sobbing, grabbed my hand and said " I just want you to know that God sees your tears"
When I got home a local woman from my church called me out of the blue.
She shook me and said I was not grieving but in torment and my girl is whole and safe in the arms of God.
It gave me the ability to breathe better without panic.
I'm a little more peaceful.
I have no more benzos ( took them all ) but I'm hoping to not have to call 911 again.
Thank you all so much for the kindness. Greatly needed and appreciated.
And Steely that was a months supply of clonazepam taken in about a week.
Coming off them is excruciating
A weird thing happened. When I was being reviewed by the mental health team a woman in the next room heard me explaining the reason I was there and crying.
She pulled her IV over to where I laid there sobbing, grabbed my hand and said " I just want you to know that God sees your tears"
When I got home a local woman from my church called me out of the blue.
She shook me and said I was not grieving but in torment and my girl is whole and safe in the arms of God.
It gave me the ability to breathe better without panic.
I'm a little more peaceful.
I have no more benzos ( took them all ) but I'm hoping to not have to call 911 again.
Thank you all so much for the kindness. Greatly needed and appreciated.
And Steely that was a months supply of clonazepam taken in about a week.
Coming off them is excruciating
Hi Magnolia,
. I think you've been in a number of peoples' prayers here today.
Yes, I also believe our pets pass into Gods kingdom. They are inocent like little children.
Your beloved dog is safe now and I bet would want you to be safe too.
I'm glad to hear this upbeat report.
. I think you've been in a number of peoples' prayers here today.
Yes, I also believe our pets pass into Gods kingdom. They are inocent like little children.
Your beloved dog is safe now and I bet would want you to be safe too.
I'm glad to hear this upbeat report.
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