Crossroads
I am thinking about pouring out all of my alcohol down the sink again. That slip up was utterly stupid and devastating. Things were really trending in the right direction and I ruined so many things. Me leaving my Home Depot job was mostly due to the alcoholism. Couldn't make it in time for shifts earlier than 10 AM because I was too hung over and tired. If I had stayed sober I am certain I'd still be there, and I'd be about 25 pounds lighter too. The hard part is the nights. Especially when you have withdrawals and stuff. That is the only thing potentially stopping me from pouring out all of my alcohol right now.