Sadness .Anxiety. Sick and on and on it goes. Moderating. Weekends only. Water in between beers or wine .
Tried all of the above and it didn't work. Felt all of the above and the only cure was giving it up for good. Best thing I've every done for myself and others around me.
It was very difficult and the AV tried everything to change my mind. I didn't and so glad for that.
I think you know what to do and i hope it works out for you.