Thanks Obladi and Dee
I stayed sober all weekend. Didn't get much done at all though. I have so much more time available as I'm sober, but still feel completely unable to get to the tasks I need to get done. Not sure I really want to do all that work. The stress has definitely built up on me. I'm tired.
Facing another long week at the office. I'm hoping that last weeks stress doesn't carry into this week, but I'm expecting that it will. It already is. I am walking around with the sense that I'm waiting for judgement. So I'm already judging myself, harshly. Even though I don't think I did anything wrong. It's crazy making.
This is not the way I want to start my week. I think I should be refreshed and ready, instead I want to hide out under the covers. Certain things might be getting better, but life sure isn't getting any easier.