Originally Posted by Paddy123

Hi Everyone, thank you so so much for your reply's. Yes, I hope this is my last relapse and will take all your comments/suggestions into account. You are so very very kind. I'm not feeling great today, just Blah!! with some nausea, racing thoughts (mostly about things in my distant past that I have no control over now and are history) From my searches on PAWS I know this will pass and just try to ignore crazy thoughts and racing mind. I have a young family and a super wife, last night I took my youngest son to a big football match in a big stadium, his first time ever at a big game, he was so excited and overpowered with joy with 20,000 supporters, I was so happy I was able to bring him to the event along with his school friends and parents also, it made me feel so good too!! imagine if I was drinking this wouldn't have happened. I need to follow the Happiness and enjoy my family. More updates during the week, God Bless you all, Paddy