Originally Posted by Erratic

morning
well i made it back, not good enough that i stayed away for few days. i am back to day 1 yet for million time.usual crap was i drank fri and havent taken antabuse which again with some tough love from daughter is she will phone me yet again and tell me to take it today. I ended up drinking instead of taking it yesterday which again arrghhh i even went to NA meeting yesterday and found it really good, looks like i didnt listen and learn enough from the meeting if i went and drank. sry for rambling im just giving myself some punishment for failing once again. anyway enough of my self pity crap. sry for not being here and reading all the hard work everyone is putting in keeping sober.

will leave it there sry again.