I'm starting day 7 😁 I've gone a whole week without any drink induced drama! So things seem eeirly clam, like in a horror film just before the psycho jumps from behind 😂
But my inner psycho doesn't jump, it sidles up and lies and persuades me to run onto the knife.
Which is why I am in the process of brainwashing myself with the truth. Even when I am not drinking I have a drinking problem!
I cannot drink 2 to "take the edge off" I cannot drink to escape mental or emotional anguish, I cannot drink to celebrate. I cannot drink at all, because I have a problem regulating my drinking.
My biggest fear used to be people (my people)
found out I had drank. It should have been that I was still drinking in the face of the incredible misery and trouble it was bringing me.
A good AF day/afternoon/evening to all 🙂