Originally Posted by Ayers

Hi all. Must say, It feels like coming home.
Don't know if some of you will remember me? I was in August Class of 2018? 2019? See? Can't remember

Okay, so around about May 2019 , my very very good friend committed suicide. I can't believe I did it, but I drank over it. From there, after a sober period of 21 months, I took the downward spiral. And here I am again.
I have been on the site again for many many hours - just as I used to do, lurking, reading - but I didn't post anything because of the shame, the regret, the feeling of "what good will it do?"

But then somehow, I remembered the goodness I got from here way back. The camaraderie, the understanding, talking to people who "get where you're at"

So, yeah, I'm back. And glad to be back