RK2
Trying to be in a relationship with an addict is extremely destructive. From what you posted above this guy is very abusive & seems downright dangerous. I am guessing your still young. You should be enjoying your life not dealing with a crazy addict.
You cant help him or fix his problems. He cant save you. All you can do is save yourself. You have to completely distance yourself from this abusive addict BF. He brings nothing positive to your life. You dont have to explain anything to him. Your words will fall on def ears & a closed mind.
My best advise is to get away from him before he further abuses you mentally & physically..
Im sure you will get more resposes to your post. While your story is bad, SR forum members understand exactly what your going through.
Please take care