Thanks Dee. I’m not sure what to do next except keep working on it. My wife has been having some mental health issues and is now on a new med that seems to be helping. I had a hard time dealing with it. I’m thinking maybe I should see a counselor. The good thing is apart from that wine I drank I dumped the vodka and cleaned up the bottles. We’ll be heading to visit my daughter over thanksgiving and I never drink in front of the family anymore and there is no way to sneak off. That will give a chance to get a bunch of sober days under my belt again. I have read a lot of quit literature and know exactly what is happening to my body when I drink. I’ll keep at it.