I failed again. Didn’t make it through day three. However, I am realizing that I am anxious every day because of our finances. I have been juggling everything for too long. I looked at one credit card statement and it said we could pay it off in 25 years if we made the payment each month. I have many more than one credit card. We can never pay it off. I could and would be dead.
Looking at the process of bankruptcy. I need to do it for my sanity. The finances are my main trigger. I can’t handle the stress.
Didn’t want to just leave you all hanging. Just struggling. I just feel that if my finances were in order I would have a decent chance at sobriety. I can live within a budget. I’m just in over my head.
Hope