Having a really bad weekend. Huge anxiety. The weekend is normally consumed by my sisters phone calls and her latest stories. I’m normally always there but now that I have blocked her number I feel sooooo much guilt again. I know I’m in a cycle right now. I am so very anxious about speaking to her but feel guilty that I’m not. I spoke to my dad this morning and he himself has mental health problems and gets quite depressed. He was very down about the whole situation with her and the threat of her arriving on his doorstep. I can’t help but feel I am pawning off my problem (I.e. her) on my elderly parents. I feel so trapped. Nobody wants to deal with her. I know she has brought this on herself. She has refused to get help, but I love her and I feel sorry for her.