Old 10-24-2021, 05:53 AM
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katlin
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Good Sunday morning, all. Not much going on here in SC except enjoying the day with cool breezes and lots of sun. I was out with the dog pre-sunrise as usual and spent some time on the beach just being so thankful for doing it sober as a judge for another day.

I am enjoying such mundane activities these days that I almost have to laugh at myself (where's my stress??? It still amazes me that I'm removed from managing it as a way of daily life). I'm walking, reading, watching television, cooking, eating (too much) and just generally coasting through the days here. It feels so so good to have alcohol removed from the equation. I know that I've posted that statement over and over but it is just so monumental in my life. I'm beginning (day 82) to feel like "me" again. The "me" I was for many many years before I picked up that nasty substance and put it in my body for almost 15 years. Ridiculous. I wish I could go back and undo it all but all I can do is go forward and do better.

Have a super Sunday all y'all.
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