I am 42 years old. I have tried quitting completely a couple time and I am good for a few months. Then something will stress me out and I just have a couple drinks. Is a lot different now....I can put down up to 16 drinks in one evening, wake up the next day and be perfectly fine (and that scares me). Sometimes I don't remember conversations or worse, I say stuff I shouldn't, even though its true. I am taking it 1 day at time. I didn't drink last night, so tonight I will have urges and I'm trying to fight them. Thank you for responding!