We'll stop the bus for you Jase! Jump on! You can have a fresh start this very moment! I've been on SR off and on since about 2009 and I definitely haven't been sober the whole time. It's been a work in progress. I feel reasonably confident in my sobriety these days. Start again now! Right this moment. We're here for you no matter what! The AV tells us lots of lies and does its best to keep us separate from others. Taking part in community, even online, is a strong line of defence against the AV.
I am on the bus!