Originally Posted by
saoutchik 
Welcome aboard Jase - I stopped and started more times than I can ever remember and I expect few people on these threads quit first time of asking. The Sober Bus and SR generally is more important for those wanting to quit than those who have significant Sober time (imo) If you relapsed then just analyse what it was that led you to picking up and work out a plan for next time. You can do it.
Thanks for the new thread Dragon!
Hey thanks so much.
I feel like a fraud and that's not even my worst feeling rn. But I appreciate you all. Doctors and others are (generally) lovely and try their best but I feel most of the time don't 'get it'.
Can I sit on the back seat (alone) as I work through this and then join the main happy huddle?