Congrats on the the two weeks, that is awesome!
In the early days of my recovery, it was difficult to remember that my drinking didn't start out as hell. Even though my drinking fast-tracked, my descent into hell took more than two weeks. It was a slow journey that took a few years before I found myself in hell.
When I look at it like that, I realize that my recovery journey has not taken anywhere near as long. The energy and spunk came back with recovery and is real and longer lasting; as opposed to the delusional and temporary energy and spunk of drinking.
The rewards of sobriety have been worth every inch gained. :~)
You can, and are, doing this!