I know I was way too sensitive to what other people thought in early sobriety.
Then one day I realized, "Hm. I can't really read peoples' minds." Even if I could, and even if they were judging me, so what? Only opinion that matters is my own.
I went to meetings for about three months in early sobriety but I stopped going after about 100 meetings. I still think the general program of AA as laid out in the book is good and the ability to socialize with other sober people is good, but there are other parts of AA that just don't work for me. Many of us here use bits and pieces of lots of different methods and spiritual connections.
Welcome to the site.
Like Mizz said, to thine own self be true. This is your journey.