It's great you managed 11 weeks. That's not easy. wondering how you felt during those 11 weeks. Did you feel mentally and physically better? My guess you did. Why did you go back to drinking? Don't know how old you are, but when I was much younger, the only thing I looked forward to was partying. But there is a price to pay for that kind of lifestyle. When I was going to AA meetings, I was surprised at the number of young people there. They realized early on that their drinking was causing them problems. I wished I did that when I was their age. Can't drink and party forever. Your drinking will eventually catch up on you. No way around it but to quit drinking. Wishing you well. John