I was angry because my sponsor and her husband humiliated me in a zoom meeting.
So I can't go back to those
Whatever your sponsor and her husband said...shows on them and not you. We are all human and we all make mistakes. No one I know in recovery is perfect. A lot of us are better though and getting even better. Go back to that meeting. Go and get better. It will also show others how to handle adversity. Going back to that meeting is a win/win. It is the "we" of recovery.