I will add that I never wanted to go back and relive an earlier time in my life. I was lucky to steadily make progress in my working and social life over the years but I often was dissatisfied with the goals I reached. When I would look back at the past it was usually to reflect on how times and life were simpler. I also had many close friends and relatives die when I was younger so I often thought of them and had only those memories to hold on to. But I feel like I've started to let a lot of that go. I also now feel satisfaction with the achievements I make and have allowed myself to dream a lot bigger now.