I find myself looking forward these days. Thinking about how I want the future to look and how I can make the most of it is what I focus on. I didnt make some deliberate reorientation of how I looked at my life but it happened somehow and I wonder if its an outcome of recovery.
This is interesting to me that you posted this. I was just about to make a post earlier about feeling the same way myself. It to me feels like the present and future is where my head and thoughts go, with hope and anticipation of new things to experience. Before I lived to much in the past, reliving and dwelling and at times crying about it, but I don't feel that way now. I want to move away from the past and enjoy the now I am in and create some fun and enjoyment in my future. I just feel happier about going forwards now, the past is in the rear view mirror.