Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
Your value list contained:
(3) Personal integrity and ethics
If you say you are going to get sober, shouldn't those values carry you through that decision. Aren't you committed to your values?
You are right. I was thinking it all got vague and diffuse from #3. I should be able to capitalize on #1-2, but this addiction interferes with it and makes it extremely hard.