Sounds like a lot of planning for 6 drinks between now and Xmas Jase. Is it really worth it? You have a week under your belt already which is awesome, why not continue? Your AV is trying to coax you back. Don’t let it! My AV done the same to me when I first started seeking support for my alcoholism. I had big plans of how it would be different this time, even tried it 3 more time’s over 7 months just to be sure...it wasn’t.
i hope you reconsider your decision. It’s great you came here to post this too before acting first.
24/05/2021 is a perfectly easy sobriety date to remember.