Originally Posted by courage2

Thank you for coming here, posting. I'm sure your daughter appreciated your honest apology.

You're right, I think -- not bumps in the world. You're drinking.

Among your friends, are there any recovered alcoholics you can call? That's often the best thing to do when you're feeling low in the wee hours and a drink seems like a good idea. I also recommend coming here and posting, or watching a sobriety support video, either one with a pint of ice cream in hand.

P.S. Why do you have alcohol in your home? My first thing, under lockdown, would be to make my home a safe place. No viruses, no addictive substances. I've often thought that if there were liquor in my apartment, I might not have been able to resist over the last many months.