Originally Posted by
anxiousrock 
In AA, did you have a sponsor and work and do all 12 steps? If not, give it another try as that is how it works. Spending $250 seems a bit high for something like counseling, and AA is free. But, I'm cheap haha.
I reached out to an AA online forum and contacted a sponsor. We went over the Big Book and the first 3 steps. He asked me to complete my 4th step work and call him back. That was 2 days ago. Last night was torture. A combination of AW and guilt. I finally wrote out my resentments. Hopefully I'll speak to him soon after the holiday.