Drinking poison (alcohol for you) because you are upset with someone's else's behavior is pretty ridiculous when you stop and think about it.
I know this from experience, it never worked for me.
And if you feel that someone else doesn't appreciate you, getting drunk is not likely to raise their viewpoint of you.
The good news is that you never have to experience this again. Have you tried attending AA? It gave me a jump start on getting sober when I was in your shoes, and next week I will mark my 11th year of sobriety. You can do this to.