You got this FinalCall. Find a way and I promise you in a month, two months...you'll feel like a superhero. I heard on a podcast yesterday someone exclaim "I can't believe some fermented liquid was more powerful than me." When I heard them say that I just pictured stagnant, standing water...the type you see in a bucket that's been sitting outside...brownish...maybe some mosquito larva. Not something I would ever consider drinking. Alcohol is no different...just poisonous, stagnant liquid filled with stuff you don't want in your body or mind.
Sometimes visualizations like this can help kick those cravings aside.