Well we could all be superheroes for all I know but having a problem with alcohol is quite a foe in itself. Maybe just being aware of the truth that you\re not alone with this problem and it is possible to live sober and actually be content with everything.
The other thing about this alcohol addiction is that it could happen to anyone. I know a person who always detested drugs and now she\s addicted to amphetamines. If I told anyone no-one would likely believe me that this person is high on that most of the time. Because of this, I think it might be reasonable to be somehow more kind to oneself and understand that were human and we all make mistakes. It is not a weakness in our personality but just the nature of the drugs and substances involved and how they affect the human body and being.
Anyway thanks for the thread. This is supportive to me as well as I\m getting sober here too. Good luck with the day youre having.