Day 2 - so worried about my son ! :-(
Well, I’m calling this Day 2 as I haven’t consumed alcohol for 36 hours. Yesterday I felt physically and emotionally all over the place and it was no fun at all. I am sooooo worried about my son and think about him constantly. I am afraid he will end up in a gang or stabbed - both perfectly possible given the people he has chosen to hang out with. I have talked to 5 or 6 friends ALL of whom tell me to leave him alone and cut contact as if he won’t accept help, there is nothing I can do. I am talking to my therapist later who will probably say the same thing. But it is so hard.
Anyway, I have to prioritise myself. It’s a beautiful sunny day and I need to enjoy it.