Thanks!
I have been reading around on here and relating to experiences a lot. One question I am asking myself is why do I keep delaying quitting?
I need to go all in or all out. Even though I don't want to and I'm not ready. It's obvious to me that my chances for a good life from here are much better with no alcohol in the picture.
There is no reason to wait.
It's scary right now. I can't wait to get some time under my belt.
So I went out drinking last night. Had fun with friends but got quite drunk. Felt atrocious all day today. In the morning I just knew it is time to quit for good. I decided that I would still go to the birthday party this weekend and just not drink. After work my sober friend called me out of the blue to see if I wanted to grab lunch this weekend, I mentioned the party, and he is going to come with me! Perfect.
I can't wait to get some sleep tonight. I slept horribly last night and snored my wife out of the bedroom. Sigh. I really only snore after alcohol. Waiting on my kids to run out of energy so this day can be over with!
Ok no more rambling for now.