Snitch, I was talking to an AA guy before I left and he was WAY up there on his horse. I could tell everything he said was something he said 1000 times. It was like a big speech he had prepared. Then he kept texting me gospel from the AA book of legends. Kind of a turnoff. I do need help because I think that I still think like an addict. I’ve learned to avoid everything and numb myself without the alcohol. So that’s what they’d call a dry drunk, right? Plus the regret. Ugghh the regret won’t stop. I guess there are various systems to improve myself, and that is definitely a system of steps to improve. We’ll see.